I’m just so tired of never being enough. You’re my first choice every time. All I do is care about you. All I want is that respect to be returned. I’m so sick of this but yet I put up with it because all I want is to be with you.
I can’t keep being your second option, not when you’ve always been my first.
I was blind and heart broken and didn’t want to do anything and Gus burst into my room and shouted, “I have wonderful news!” And I was like, “I don’t really want to hear wonderful news right now,” and Gus said, “This is wonderful news you want to hear,” and I asked him, “Fine, what is it?” and he said, “You are going to live a good and long life filled with great and terrible moments that you cannot even imagine yet!
I’ve drank everyday for a week straight and I need to get my life together.